It is the compass that will let you distinguish between right and wrong. Between what is and what shouldn't be.
A history I read kept crawling back to me and I couldn't but wonder what the world would be, hadn't we created avenues for guilt to be spread so thinly that no one actually feels it.
Robert E. Howard, famous for creating the character of Conan, committed suicide after his mother's health took a turn for worse and she entered a deep state of coma, with the prospect of never waking up again…
Robert was her sole caretaker and all the money he won with his histories would go to his mother's care. At the time of her decline, Robert was owed 800 dollars by his publishers, the equivalent of seventeen thousand dollars today. This money would go to his mother's care, and Robert, in a unique letter for his character, nearly begged for this amount to be paid in full. That letter was never answered, and, with no means of keeping the care she needed, Robert saw his mother enter a state of decline and therefore the coma.
Robert committed suicide shortly after, and, for what I know, this amount was never paid.
Now, one can argue that the publishers were not personally responsible for Robert's mother's death, and this is where I believe that guilt is spread too thinly for people to feel the weight of their actions and decisions.
A doctor that refuses a patient's care due to protocol, a police officer who decides that following a trail is not worth the paperwork, is following protocol.
And protocol… this is the bane of mankind.
Two officers were called into the apartment of Jeffrey Dahmer, famous American serial killer, due to a report of foul smells coming out of Dahmer’s apartment.
The officers entered the apartment and saw nothing wrong with it… Needless to say, it was later found that Dahmer had one of his victims in the room, and pieces of others dissolving in acid, mixed with a head in the fridge. Also, it is good to mention that the victim had already managed to escape Dahmer and was returned soon after, by police officers “just following protocol”...
These officers were not blamed and actually thrived in their work… no guilt, no blame. They were not directly involved in the murder. But, in my opinion, and it will rustle some feathers, they actually did. More directly even than most. Being police officers, their prime job should be to protect, to do the utmost to make citizens safe. And they didn't. It was too much trouble, too much paperwork? When it only required one of them to enter Dahmer’s room, and even that, they failed to do?
Again, when guilt is spread so thin it becomes invisible, people lose their lives, and no one is to blame, because they aren't involved…
It reminds me of a famous phrase, one that no longer has meaning because humanity made it so. It will be paraphrased, it will become a good logo on a shirt, but it will be nothing more than noise; “for evil to win, good people only have to do nothing.” And nothing we did, for centuries and centuries, nothing we did, because in truly accepting the weight of our actions, we will no longer be allowed to sleep at night.
In a world where children suffer constantly, where the elderly are locked away in “care institutions”, if not worse, where prisons are meant to remove from public sight, where social workers have the power of life and death over people, where police officers, doctors and the common man decided that “this is the way the world is, and it will never change”, the world and the future will be forever lost, because no one is to blame, but someone always pays.
Text by MV (MSTT)